The Water’s Edge

Come and join me tomorrow at the water’s edge, my love.
There, in the morning sun, we shall cast our dreams from the beach
And watch them try to take flight as they skip across the bay.

In the afternoon, we will build a castle of sand
And fill it with the dreadful things as we watch it melt
Into the sea with the rising of the tides.

In the evening, I will embrace you under the setting sun
As the madness of the encroaching twilight enrages the blue sky
And it fades from red to purple and into the black of night.

There, in the darkness, I will kiss you
And whisper the sweet vowels of comfort in your ear
As you lay your head down to rest.

There, as I kiss you under the moonlight
And the orchestra of the night begins it’s concert
I shall sing for your pleasure:

“Close your eyes, I’ll be here in the morning.
Close your eyes, I’ll be here for a while…”

The Chasm

what romance is this?
with what words can I describe
the pain that thou hast issued forth
from thy bosom without
care or affection?

A great chasm, two years wide and
Deep as a lifetime, has opened between us
And making attempts to cross it,
towards and into the City of Unbelief,
I shalt not.

For though the damage done
could once more have been undone
thine evil spirit hast chosen a path unwinding.
forever keeping love’s colours distant
and pale in the dwindling light.

In those words I hear’d imperfection;
these ears, ever sadder for being the first
defense to the soul, have tasted
this salty brine and have declared it poison
And can be endured no more.

Now I, as the strategic lover,
having sleuthed between the lines
Have deduced the Heart of the matter:
Much more than an unsent
blank letter, your idea of Honesty
could not be.

Love, in pictures.

the sun kissed; youthful dawn rising; love had no end.

the sun kissed; youthful dawn rising; love had no end.

Each sunrise came with a promise:
Another chance to spend the day with you
And to fall asleep in your arms again.

standing over a precipice; the beginning of time; erosion

I used to think of myself as one alone.
Now I see that I am, only in relation to you
And I know that I was never before whole.

lost and alone; the shimmering heat; la soif du coeur.

Oh, but how similar weather and life!
That a scorching heat can make a desert
of our once thriving oasis of love.

What Is Happening To Me?

Alright. I’m feeling weird tonight, so I decided to post this a weird song I recorded… it’s sort of a “Sound of Music” cover tune, but it’s completely different and kind of twisted. All of the sounds, except for the drums are vocals, put thru a synth. Here it is:

A Nursery Rhyme

The sun is going off to bed,
The moon will climb the sky instead.

And while the children soundly sleep
Creatures, quickened into life, will creep

Red, with blood from infants, shine
From carnivorous fangs, vileness decried

As older they grow, with intent to deceive
They’ll spread their evil through our sewn seeds.

A foreboding of some distant and destined change
Through hostile progress and big with fate.

The moon, he finally goes to bed,
The sun, she shines on a world that’s dead.

A Flower’s Use

i dreamt i was a flower once.

you came and laid beside me on a warm spring day
the breeze caused me to sway gently in the field.
i called to you and though your ear was right beside my face
you could not understand our secret language -
the language of nature.

i called to you and though you could not understand my words
you looked at me and smiled.

i dreamt i was a flower once.

you came and had lunch nearby on a hot summer’s afternoon
you had a dog and when i called, she came to me instead.
i was afraid that she’d eat me or dig a hole in my home
but she just sniffed me and went away.

i called to you but only she could understand my words.

i dreamt i was a flower once.

you came again to our field and sat beneath the wise old oak
who tells us bedime stories, as each night the westward sun sets a little earlier.
i called to you and you looked over.
i called to you and you stood up.

i called to you and you plucked me
from between the browning blades of grass.

i died that night but i died fulfilled,
my purple imperceptibly fading
as you brought me to your face
and placed me behind your ear.

and finally,
i am something useful.

the Happy Isles

The vessel puffs her little sail
While, in port she sleepily lies
A gust of words, on wind arise!
Move Earth and Heaven with minds.

‘Tis never too late to seek new worlds
Though much is taken, much abides;
and if we sail beyond the sunset
We shall touch the Happy Isles.

Azured Eyes

Beggared of my faith,
a Wanderer I have become.
lost, in a way,
the attitude of my mind is one
uncommitted and floating
in a mixed atmosphere
of Obscurity and Novocaine.

This bewilderment of feeling,
this feebleness of purpose
was authored by the contrariety
of our opinions; At home, I bathe myself
in a tincture of Depreciation.
It leaves a slime-like film
of bitterness and cynicism on my skin.

Onstage, in the pageant of life,
I dance a Harlequinade
dressed simply in the fabric of Fact -
the sole garb of my thoughts.
the others, the mists of criticism washes over
while the glare of scrutiny wrings
from their words their truest meaning.

A fragment of conversation jumps
to frame itself in my mind:
“a drop of Comfort is enough
to despoil an ocean of misery.
the light of Love, in a field
overspread, is enough to wither
an entire crop of disappointments.”

A beam of Moonlight illuminates a smile,
- the dawning of Recognition.
an electric current of thought
increases my faculties of Perception
and i begin to look around
sagaciously, as the hue of Divinity
everywhere I see,
with newly Azured eyes.

Better Off Dead

“She’s better off without me but I’m better off dead, now that she’s gone.”

Better Off Dead by Ricardo Elbandito

Devil’s Night in Victory

[Tonight's the night - October 30th: Devil's Night. At midnight, it'll all finally be resolved. Let's get going, Bryan. Your hair doesn't have to look THAT good!]

Bryan looked around his room, trying to memorize what it looked like and hoping that everything would be the same when he returned. He shut off his light and left his room, making sure to close the door behind him and went downstairs. His intended path ran that-a-way, toward the front door but he veered off into the kitchen, stopping for a moment to reach into the fridge for a drink and the last of his ammunition. He then slipped into his most comfortable runners and headed outside.

[Don't forget to shut the gate, Bryan!]

He paused with his hand on the cold, wrought-iron fence entryway as it softly clicked its locking mechanism behind him and took one long, slow, deliberate breath – I N and O U T - and watched the condensation of his breath melt away, before stepping away from his house and turning left out onto Decker Street. He hadn’t yet walked three blocks before he saw Pete coming around the corner with an overstuffed canvas bag on his back; Bryan could only imagine the arsenal that Pete was packing in there. They said nothing to one another but nodding a greeting, they fell in line and proceeded toward Victory Park – the Town Square in which the battle would take place.

Crossing the Town Hall gardens, Bryan began to feel slightly anxious. Every shadow seemed deliberately placed, every rustle of a tree’s leaves conspired against him to do their best to make him jump just a little and feel a bit more on edge. He cautiously entered the park and ducked behind the stone fountain at it’s head, squinting in the partial darkness, trying his best to determine where his enemies lay and from which direction the attack would come.

[I spy with my little eye... something that is...]

Suddenly – a movement. A glinting of the street light, reflected from something metallic… a coin, a key… a tooth? Bryan stuck his head out just an inch more to try to determine what it could have been. Without warning, something whizzed by his head and struck just behind him with a thud and a crack. A voice from across the park yelled, “ATTAAAACK!!” and the battle was on. The minutes felt like hours as volley upon volley was flung at and around him, striking his comrades and missing others. Bryan ran from spot to sweet sheltered spot, trying desperately to avoid being hit by a projectile and still fire shots with deadly accuracy. He took a hit in the leg just as he was about to dive behind the safety of a bush. Losing his footing, he slipped, landing hard on his right shoulder and rattling his brain around in his skull like a tiny peanut in its shell.

As he lay dazed on the ground, he looked up to see a boy striding toward him with a weapon in his hand. Bryan began to fret; thinking, prone as he was, that this was to be his end. Now his enemy was standing right above him, staring coldly into Bryan’s eyes as if searching his soul but finding nothing worth redeeming. As the boy cocked his arm back and took aim, Bryan opened his mouth as if to say something – anything – that might stop this madness but the sound was choked and stopped abruptly as his enemy began to speak. “It’s nothing personal,” he said to Bryan with an eerie calmness and a glint in his eye. “It’s just revenge.”

[Swing low, sweet chariot... coming for to take me hoooome...]

The fog swirled around him. It danced like a gypsy, swaying toward him, then away – scattering now, only to coalesce anew in fantastic luminescence. Slowly, s l o w l y, it began to clear from his head and he groggily looked around, noticing for the first time since the battle began, the gooey substance practically blanketing the ground all around the town square. Boys lay scattered everywhere, some groaning in pain, others laying still. Strugling, Bryan rolled onto his stomach and pushed himself up, using first his arms and knees, then finally up and onto his feet and began to shamble home.

[A few more steps now and you'll have escaped that scene entirely Bryan and with naught but a few pieces of spent shells in your hair and that welt on your forehead. Watch out for the cops!]

Bryan’s ears perked up as they caught the faint auditory whiff of approaching sirens. Rounding the corner onto Helm St, he picked up the pace. The gruesome view of the park finally slid out of sight, being obscured and replaced by Mrs. Wesley’s Flower Shoppe. Chuckling softly, Bryan mused to himself, “Man! This is SO gonna go down in history as the Greatest Egg Fight EVER!”

Victory Park Sketch

Victory Park Sketch

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